There is so much love here for you! 

We want nothing more than to assist you in experiencing as much joy and happiness as possible.  The idea that you are here to suffer and martyr yourself is a complete misconception.  There are some control issues here and we would very much like to straighten them out. 

You are joy seekers.  You are to here to find happiness and experience nothing but joy and pleasure.  There is no reason not to.  You are in a human body which will present its challenges, but your Inner Being (High Self) is doing its best at all times to guide you toward that which will bring you joy.  Your internal guidance system is always doing just that, guiding you.  It is guiding you towards happiness and all there is on your journey that will uplift you.  All you have to do is allow this communication and be aware that it is in your best interest to do so.  Happiness can be a way of life. 

Open yourself to this possibility and allow your Inner Being to take you towards joy at all times.  This is truly your birth right.  You have the ability to have joyful, pleasurable experiences every day of your life. 

Love yourself enough to allow this in your experience….