Live your light with courage. 

When you ask for new experiences, new awareness, expect to receive them.  When they show up, they may not be in the packages you would necessarily think they would arrive in.  Open them anyway.  Do not judge what it is you have brought into your reality.  Test them out, make decisions based on how they feel after you allow yourself to try them on.  Each and every new thought will bring a new experience.  Open your awareness to the fact that it will only be new if it's different from what you've created in the past. 

Let go of the past in order to enjoy your now, and then do just that.  Enjoy it, at the very least, allow yourself to experience it...