You are creating every second of the day..

You are very powerful creators and what you are experiencing, without a doubt, is what you have been focused on.  You want more financially and understand that's where you must focus.  But, your society trains you to focus on what you don't have.  When you are stating that you are not experiencing what you really want, we would like to point out that you cannot get this financial windfall by having feelings of lack.  You cannot attract what you "feel" you do not have.  Instead, show your gratitude for what you "do" have and create/imagine the feelings of abundance.

The Universe gives you more of what you focus on..