Your current state of being has created a challenge for you..

We see that you got exactly what you thought you wanted.  We would like to point out that when something appears to be out of reach, it becomes more desirable to you.  This is part of being in human form.  We would say that you can have all you want no matter how out of reach it appears. 

Simply keep your focus on that which you desire, no matter how far away it seems..