In the midst of your fury, you fail to realize what is right before your eyes..

That which makes you angry is exactly that which you need to reconcile within yourself.  That which you judge is exactly that which you have not yet learned to reconcile.  It is that which draws you in and has an almost addictive quality that you are here to satisfy within yourself.  It is calling you to heal.  This is part of the reason you are here.  This is the meat of the situation for you. 

Once you heal this, you can catapult forward..